What is the right path? Where should I go from here? I will probably live with concerns and panic. But I’m not afraid anymore. Life does not go as expected, but they bring unexpected gifts. My love, my child… and the people who I am grateful to… I received such a great gift in those short 9 months. What kind of gifts will be waiting for me in my rough future? I am very curious. No, I’m definitely looking forward to them.